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2008-10-01T15:54:00.002+08:00

this is CRAZY. i'm supposed to study my inorganic chem topics now. yet, i'm blogging. cos my plan didnt include any slots for toilet visitation. sianness is overwhelming me now when i got back those irritable syndromes back again.
AH.
A's. but it would be so different from O's. cos now i know my God is bigger than the A's. MUCH much bigger.
i need some encouragements to get on. =D

2008-09-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

prelims ended. nightmare started.
rest ended. mugging started.
hopes lost. disappointment gained.
LOL. CRAZY.

2008-07-05T21:34:00.002+08:00

fell. stood up. continuing on with the journey. seeing my goals.
nth could stop me from attaining it

My Post with God

2008-06-29T14:10:00.002+08:00

it really has been a long time since i long posted.

jus had a sudden urge to share my thoughts in my blog.
i jus watched the interview with God again. lol. the time i watched it was last year if i'm not wrong.
and God has a lot to tell me. He always had things to tell me. but i never once patiently sit down and hear His small still voice.

He told me to find rest in Him. He told me to depend on Him wholeheartedly. He told me to sleep early. He told me that He was heartbroken whenever He saw me having stomachaches or breaking down because of the stress i couldn't handle. He told me that nobody is giving me stress, but only added stress by myself.

even though i'm in the church for 3 years? lol. but this is a sermon that i've never hear before. God really wants me to put a stop to all my nonsense. i really feel guilty whenever i take longer breaks because i'm afraid that i wont do well because of slacking. furthermore, through the interview with God, God reminded me not to compare myself with the others. He made everyone differently. He told me to learn forgiveness, to forgive the others and myself for the mistakes we had.

Ah.. He has so many things to tell me. and there are so many things which i cannot stop learning. God, i know You are always there. Never failing Love. looking to You.

2008-06-18T17:41:00.002+08:00

WOO!!
WANZI HERE!!
=D

ziyi having exams this period huh. stress stress!!
let's pray for her huh! =D

ZIYI! ask God the the strength, the wisdom and also DO ASK FOR REST!

lol!! jiayou!!

pray for wanzi too huh. wanzi think's she's gonna flunk her common test... =P lol!

2008-03-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

TRIVIA IS DEAD. SO DONT BOTHER TO COME AND VISIT ANYMORE.

2008-01-01T03:33:00.000+08:00

donkey years since i have updated. happy 2008! anw, i learnt smth so interesting from the MYTHBUSTERS. the shark is actually AFRAID of the dolphin. haha. when the sharks targets its prey but notice that the dolphin is around. the shark did not dare to eat the prey! cool right!!! hahaha. jus being random.

2007-10-30T15:13:00.000+08:00

honestly, i wanna abandon this blog eh.. so tired of updating. like nth to update. and no one read de. or is it because i didnt update? dunno lah.. very tired. now feel like sleeping for the rest of 24 hrs. anw, PW is over. promos over. chi over.. haha. yay! can relax le.. finally. some pics for entertainment..

cello mates... haha. fun people

becca's card.

anw, the blogger like siao siao le. dunno where all my pics gones.forget it.

2007-09-04T16:54:00.000+08:00

MISSING THE GOOD OLD DAYS WHERE MATHS HMK WAS THE ONLY CONCERN.
HEADACHE.
JC? HA. IT WOULD BE BETTER IF WE ARE ALLOWED TO USE THE MINUS SIGN. ( MINUS-ING THOSE PROMOS AND TESTS AND RESULTS)

2007-08-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

since i've started off secondary school, as i grew in maturity, think like an adult, behave like one. there are a lot of my frens who asked me why i am so close to my mum, why i needa return home so early, so guai kia. i am not writing a post to praise my mum. but i just wan to dedicate this entry to her. my mum is more than mum to me. she has never fail to take care of me whenever i am sick. even when i needa go for check-ups, she always try her best to bring me there. last week, when i saw her changing the bedsheets of my bed, i almost teared. as my bed is quite hard, she always put the comforter under the bedsheet to make it more comfortable and soft for me to sleep. the bedsheet is not the normal one. it is sewed for those foldable bed. thus, her whole body gotta tunnel into the bedsheet to position the comforter nicely. this is what she has been doin all along which i only discovered ytd. haha. i really thank God for her.

2007-08-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

after reading the past few posts, i realised that all the posts have the words, "busy and tired". which i think i shouldnt mention it anymore. no point. went back to fuhua ytd with felicia and jing xiu. hmm. saw ms kho, ms kwa and ttl. the someone found it so difficult to reply to me. seems like it takes her a lot of effort to do so. i told ppl that i am going to let go. but still find it so difficult and challenging to do so. not easy though. but i am trying really hard. haha. anw, 0307 won the 3rd place in the AJ RACE. claps claps! so pro! my class leh. sure lah. went to the National Day fast and prayer meeting just now. only then, i realised i am so far away from God which isn't a good day. left alone at home during national day. sounds so lonely. cos parents are working, bro went out with her gf. still as happy here. i will try to update as often as possible. try ar. anw, my disciple eunice is doin well in sch. haha. feel so happy for her. God is working in her too!
for my cello bass'o7, haha. seeing you guys always made my day. our nonsensical jokes and dinners. i love you guys man. not because i am a SL now kay? haha. i'll try to see if the jackets could be done or not. yup.
for CCC, dunno you all got read my blog mah. haha. anw, must try to meet up kay? don miss any chances cos our available time always clashes. haha. rmb the times we were crapping like nobody's business?
for nissi3archers, life wouldnt be great without the archers which keep me going each time i fell. my support, my strength.
for God, i wan You to be involved in every aspects of my life.

2007-07-23T17:21:00.000+08:00

by chance or coincidental you would say, i hopped onto one of my AJ fuhua frens' blog. read her commitments in her cca. i am 'wowed' by her. haha. Rong jie is another one who is really involved in ODAC matters and never fail to be present for each Odac day. for poh sin, quite involved as well. haha. which all these lead me to thinking, is cca very impt in jc? important not in a sense to receive good testimonial or to get an A grade for your cca or even to gain some kind of fame or honour. to go up to the stage and be the most outstanding student. i had tt thinking during the pae period, i just wanna get a good testimonial so i needa join a cca which has a wonderful list of achievments. but i realised that these are not the things that matters. haha. cos jc is so different from sec or pri sch. for most of us, it's our cca that keep us going on. keep us from not ponning sch. keep us going to work hard in our studies. i only realised that when i am in the exco of CO. the sudden gush of passion jus ran thru so quickly that i really want to do it for AJCO. the late 5 to 930 sYF training. the last min concert rehearsals. believe me. if you have good time management, go join a cca. :D

2007-07-18T23:25:00.001+08:00

i am quite tired eh. or very? haha. don wanna talk so much. wanna go sleep. 24hrs like not enough. needa settle Cello bass admin. still quite alright. needa do duty roster for cell. haha. also quite alright. but the tonnes of tutorials and endless tests seems to drown me. haha. God sustain me..

2007-06-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

hmm. it's 6th of june. mid year common tests approaching. started studying le. wah. life has still been the same. haha. i forgot to update about my birthday which was like 2 months ago. haha. quite a memorable one. in terms of the gifts received. =p haha. joking lah. anw, wanna thank rong jie for the surprise he made. or the cake he bought? haha. yeah. received a cross pendent from him, a wallet from mel, qi qi, adeline, huiting and huiqun. home made cookies from cherie. and a book from CCC. so sweet of them. was really surprised eh. cell group also had a surprise for me. haha. lied to me that my frens didnt come for the good friday celebration but all of them came in the end. haha. their tissue box present so special and innovative eh. LOL. oh ya, wan zi and jac gave me a hillsong cd. so nice of them. haha. and eunice and hao kiet gave me a stitch plushie? yupyup. thank those who made my day in a way or another bah. THANK YOU!

pw going well, i think? haha. very complicated eh. a lot of things to do sia. got survey and interview to do. we almost wanted to interview oprah winfrey. so ~~~ not feasible. haha. but really thank God for the resposible members i have. haha. pray that God can sustain us to the end! haha. jia you jia you everyone!

2007-05-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

wow. bet you guys are waiting centuries for another post of mine right? haha. ultra busy in jc. really. i wouldnt choose jc if i have a choice again. hate the PW. hate the long hours of CO. haha. but we got a GOLD the end in the SYF. not very impressive. but it's alright with me. cos i didnt achieve any GOLDs in my life. haha. short term achievement. faint on wed. so embarrassing. cherie and adeline gotta carry me like nobody's business. being carried on the stretcher. thanks 03/07 for the aid they provided when i fainted. discovered there's smth wrong with me. haha. wouldnt want to mention it in the blog. ask me if you want to know. waiting for someone's reply but she still didnt reply. haiz. dunno what to do. i gave my best. is it so diff to reply? i bet so.
anticipating church every sat since i started off jc. only started to realise that only church frens could stay with you. it's a bit late. but later than never. wanna go out with my CCC too. so long never go out le. june hols approaching! yay! haha. suddenly so high.
oh ya, wanna give glory to God for smth that happen today. lost my cardholder today. was panicky and thank God pohsin was around with me. thanks ps for her accompniment too. was quite down that i actually lost my ezlink, ic and atm card. but a few hours later, the police called me to collect my cardholder! praise God for that.
haha. i really miss the good old days in sec sch life. but everyone gotta move on. no doubt i have to move on and stop procratinating cos it's poisonous. i wanna live each day as if it's my last day on earth.
must jia you! yay!
wanna thank christina and mel for their encouragements.
wanna thank qi qi for her advice
wanna thank cherie for supporting me when i fainted.
wanna thank my CO peeps!
wanna thank my CCC
wanna thank RJ
also, my cell for the prayers!
and my everlasting GOD

2007-03-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

really really busy sia. sorry guys. didnt update for like how many centuries le. haha. because of the numerous tutorials and project work. now chionging like siao. jc life quite interesting. with new frens coming in, and frens going out of aj too. haha. but still keeping in contact. quite miss my CCC frens sia. dunno when to take the prize either. now same class with rj, dunno good or bad. haha. cos got him, got fun and suanings. must learn to think positively. he's still my good fren afterall. LOL. CO very hectic too. AJCO wanna get gold with hons, then practices got 4 times a week, quite horrible. but only have to last till 10th may. then very slack le. at the starting, honestly, i don quite enjoy school because of the lack of frens and the boredom you exp during lectures. thought i made a wrong decision of entering a jc. but as time goes by, made quite a no. of frens. quite close too, learn to pay attention during lectures. i so guai right? also, during this period of time, esp during exp God, know more cell members, like gid, joel. haha. know them better le. so happy! yay! double yays!

2007-02-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

it's been really ages since i've last updated. haha. life's really still the same. there're changes though. slowly adapting to changes. i only know that i could do away with some kind of frens who i don really need. don care le. cny was interesting. lots of happenings. i may not know why all these are happening, but God has His reason for this situation to take place. let you all see some pics bah.

my cous and i.

jing jing and me

my funny classmates.

sya and me.

hui qun, christina and me.

class mates.

we were jus playing a fool. LOL.

herpail's gals

2007-02-08T17:29:00.000+08:00

very long never update. 2 words, VERY TIRED BUT HAPPY. haha thats 4, i know. don care. tmr take results. so excited. cos got holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. got used to the jc life liao. not tt sian anymore. got motivated to complete my tutorials and study foy my tests. whahaha. don wanna blog anymore. bye everyone!

2007-01-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

was really busy since lectures started. all the hmk started coming in. not as much though. yeah. AJ orientation was so so. but OG was bonded, undoubtedly, OGLs were good too. AJ is although competitive, fun too. dunno why, jus enjoyed being in the sch, feel as if i'm already part of tt sch. give me a sense of belonging. what more my CCC members are there. really bond a lot there. esp those ppl whom i don know too well like weicheng, rong jie and jing xiu. haha. Jc is really very diff from sec sch where qns and ans is impossible in lectures. have to catch up yourself. i still haven got my class. doesnt matter. i'm lovin it!

2007-01-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

i'm in the dont-feel-like-blogging mood. yeah. tmr sch reopens. new environment. new whatsoever. everything will be different. both anticipating and nervous. hope the orientation would be fun. so sian. yawn. new year resolutions? have to think before i announce. don wanna say say only. spent my countdown at expo. a countdown party held by the fcbc. their testimonies were really strong and impactful. haha. quite fun though. spent the countdown with the Lord. read books recently. borrowed some from a teacher. i really love the sister keeper's by Jodi Picoult. great book. made me realised that what's always right may not be right, what's always wrong may not be wrong. learn a statement too. do not ask a loner why he enjoys solitude. it is because he tried to blend in the world before but ppl kept disappointing him. haha. then it led me to think tt Jesus never ever disappoint us. a book that talks abt family matters and some contradictive issues. blah. i know i'm boring. yeah. got my n73. quite a not bad phone. those who wan to get a new phone can consider this model. eunice got me a horse too. and.. to eunice: i gave it a name. xiao ting tong. wahahaha.

2006-12-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

a cup of mocha and a book with some music.. ah.. relaxing. tts what i've been doing lately.

2006-12-21T19:54:00.000+08:00

YI camp was awesome! haha. experienced God's presence during the camp. just lost of words. cos that feeling was indescribable. not to forget, pastor paul geerling is really gifted speaker. although there are continuous sessions during the camp, it was NEVER boring, however, interesting. our tribe was ENOCH and i belong to team 2 which are my usual cell mates except those who didnt attend the camp. at the first day, everyone had still tt sian look on their faces, no motivation to cheer nor move. however, as the second and the third day came, positive attitude started to come out, cell mates bonding with each other, playing games, crapping around and laming. haha. the kids received the gift of tongues, praise Lord for it. the kids were even more sensible and obedient, God has really touched their hearts. no doubt everyone was tired during the camp, but the team remained attentive during sessions, trying their best to keep themselves awake during the sessions. MELVEN jumped during p and w too. haha. despite out of the 4 days camp, i attended only 3, i brought back lots and lots of memories and lessons. really wanna thank God for putting me in this camp.

2006-12-17T12:22:00.000+08:00

since everyone is posting their pae results, i'm gonna do it too~ haha. lame. ok, for the benefit of those who dunno, i got into ajc by dsa. ok, i know, not much of a pro. but i learn to be contented. :D haha. really excited for the upcoming yi camp and PROM! haha. trying to imagine my sch mates wearing their utmost beautiful gown and suave suit. not bad ar? cant praise the Lord enough for softening my parents' heart. haha. wow. this hols is really a gift from God. had a good and thorough rest after extremely tiring O levels which you wont want to go thru it again. i really feel that i'm growing up. reminsnicing the moment i got my PSLE results. the moment i entered fuhua, still with my nerdy look like long socks and skirt. haha. and this goes on till sec 2. never get to know God at that point of time until someone shared with me on the streets. able to go to the church reg after jac joined archers. thank God for the miracles. sometimes, i just cant help thinking, when i didnt have any church commitment, i used my sat to study. however, when i accepted Christ, i used my sat wisely in church. and surprisingly, my results really got better. to those who are thinking it's my effort to get such good results, let me tell you. when you walk alongside with God, with God's grace and effort, then it would be possible. yup. and i'm definitely not brainwashed. i know what i'm doin. => christmas is approaching as well. enjoy hols and prepare to work hard as well.

2006-12-11T13:39:00.000+08:00

i'm back everyone! miss me mah? craps. fully recovered from all those sickening illnesses. went out with the CCC gals ytd to esplanade. watched the NYPCO performance. quite nice. it was the first time when i saw the GE HU which is an ancient form of instrument of the cello. it doesnt quite appeal much to me cos i still find my cello more elegant. =p yup. YI camp is approaching, anticipating the 18th of dec to come. yups. praise God that i'm able to go! prom is approaching as well. 19th! haha. cant wait to see what my CCC members would be wearing. haha. dec is although a lazy month, but it's the best month out of the whole year of 2006. as 2006 is ending, learn a lot of things as well, grow 1 year older too. growing physically too which i doesnt hope i do. haha. learn to cherish friendships in schools, learn to bond with nissi archers 2. taught how to handle stress. overcome the sickening stomach aches. now feeling better of course. stop medication. know more frens! haha. having disciples as well. my dear pearlyn and eunice. yup. blessed by the Lord. a fruitful year of mine, what abt yours?
Chinese version of Cello and Double Bass ( Ge Hu )

2006-11-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

BAD HEADACHES.
BAD SORETHROAT.
ENTERTAIN ME PLS.

2006-11-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

FRIENDS

what are friends? i'm very sure, very sure that friends doesnt come out from bickerings and quarrellings. cos when you're a true fren of another, you would know what the other party would not like to hear. it has said that a fren is true when only one try to change his or her fren to become a better person. ask yourself, if you continually upset your fren, yes, the friend doesnt mind, are you a true fren? best friends only come out with a 2 ways communication. not 1. it is not easy to be a true fren. yup, bickerings do happen in best friendships. however, after each bickering, you learn more abt each other, you understand each other better. and you wouldnt make the same mistake again. the things you've said cannnot be taken back, if you left a scar in ppl's heart, it will be there forever. think abt it.

2006-11-23T16:44:00.000+08:00

wah, you all very noisy sia. ok lah. update. what you wan me to update?
in need of temp jobs desperately. pls recommend me jobs if you have kang tou. haha. yeah. these few days stay at home do nothing. either watch the tv or play games. everyday sleep at only 3 am, wake up at only 1 pm. yup. i guessed everyone should be doin tt during hols bah. so sian. ppl jio me out, but i don wan to go out. contradictive right? for now, jus looking forward to each sat bah. yup.

2006-11-19T00:35:00.000+08:00

O for Over. yup. O's is officially over. relieved? sort of. at least i don need to study of course. however, come to think, really suddenly feel weird somehow. haha. because out of a sudden don needa study. haha. nth to do. seems like everyone has a holiday plan. not ready to plan. or maybe i can plan for studies, not play ba. play for me is like you either come or go. not a need to plan. haha. i know and truely understand that i'm mad. anticipating for the end of O's and now feel so weird.
but isnt a blog is to express your thoughts?

2006-10-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

it's GRADUATED. not graduating anymore. haha. shed tears during the whole thing. i know i get too emotional but it's me. i love my frens and teachers after all.
some pics. kay, i'm lazy and tired to post up other pics. do it another day. this would be the last entry till o's. all the best to the graduating classes, esp 4A!

2006-10-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

oh man. graduating from sch. although i don like this sch of mine and the uniform, i would miss my frens and most importantly, teachers. in my years of sch life, i met the best eng, sci, maths teachers. for example, i'm never bored during the eng lessons. which eng could be the most boring subject i have ever taken. for phy and chem, i need not explain further. guess all of you would know. maths, yeah, everyone before i enter sec3 commented that a maths is a super diff subject. but with her endurance and guidance, a maths for me now isnt a prob.
and CCC. plus rong jie, celestine, dexter, wanting and pearl! without the frens mentioned, i guess i wouldn't be desiring to go to sch. i wouldn't be having fun with you guys in sch, crapping and suaning around. with those stupid nicknames, we quarrelled, we did everything which frens could do.
to sum up, i just love my frens and teachers!

2006-10-08T16:33:00.000+08:00

O's and O's and O's. everyday is mugging. then everyday is so sian.
graduation approaching. fun decreasing. work increasing.
no mood to post sentences more than 5 words. haha. lame. gotta go.

2006-10-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD

I dreamed I had an interview with God.

So you would like to interview me? God asked.

If you have the time I said.

God smiled. My time is eternity.
What questions do you have in mind for me?

What surprises you most about humankind?

God answered...
That they get bored with childhood,
they rush to grow up, and then
long to be children again.

That they lose their health to make money...
and then lose their money to restore their health.

That by thinking anxiously about the future,
they forget the present,
such that they live in neither
the present nor the future.

"That they live as if they will never die,
and die as though they had never lived.

Gods hand took mine
and we were silent for a while.

And then I asked..
As a parent, what are some of life lessons
you want your children to learn?

To learn they cannot make anyone
love them. All they can do
is let themselves be loved.

To learn that it is not good
to compare themselves to others.

To learn to forgive
by practicing forgiveness.

To learn that it only takes a few seconds
to open profound wounds in those they love,
and it can take many years to heal them.

To learn that a rich person
is not one who has the most,
but is one who needs the least.

To learn that there are people
who love them dearly,
but simply have not yet learned
how to express or show their feelings.

To learn that two people can
look at the same thing
and see it differently.

To learn that it is not enough that they
forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.

"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.

"Is there anything else
you would like your children to know?"

God smiled and said,
Just know that I am here... always.

-author unknown

2006-10-02T15:24:00.000+08:00

received prelim results. dunno whould be happy or not. my eng sucks like hell. other subjects are doing quite okay. eng always ruin my results. shucks. shall brush up on tt critical subject. shall post up some papers' results i received.

Eng paper 1 situational writing: 15/30 (wah, so nice can, all because of the wong who cant read. no teacher has ever commented on my handwriting except her. pls go change your specs)
Eng compre: 25/50( i know, my results very just nice. don laugh. you're no better. =p)
Chemistry: 84/100 ( must see ranking to decide if it's good)
Physics: 86/100 (quite ok and satisfied, not as bad as i predicted)
Emaths: 97/100 (nothing to be happy about, cos there are tonnes of ppl getting 90+)
Amaths paper 1 : 73/80 ( okay, ttl's paper, get such results, to me is quite ok le)

yeah. hope the compo will push me up. i need a B4 for english. pls.

2006-09-28T18:00:00.000+08:00

WOW! tmr is the closing of the prelims! yay! obviously, the prelims had really got me mad or something. as i was telling jh ytd, i study until very sian. one week with over 40+ hours of studying. some maybe asking, " why do you like to study so much?" honestly, i do not like to study. however, i'm a student, if i choose to do it, go for the best. dont do it halfway. or i don study at all. 2 choices. i chose the first one of course. :D haha. but study has also its limits lah, don go overboard.
wanted to post the pictures since millions years ago. but busy, didnt do it. so i decided to post it all up today!

2006-09-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

ziyi, you are Left-brained

Most left-brained people like you feel at ease in situations requiring verbal ability, attention to detail, and linear, analytical ability. Whether you know it or not, you are a much stronger written communicator than many, able to get your ideas across better than others.

It's also likely that you are methodical and efficient at many things that you do. You could also be good at math, particularly algebra, which is based on very strict rules that make sense to your logical mind.

wah! so true! haha.

2006-09-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

WOAH! prelims are not officially over but it's inofficially over!
obviously still got practicals la.
bio paper so so. a maths paper so so. all papers so so lah. got diff ones, got easy ones. what you wan me to say? results come out le, then tell you all.
no plan for today. but tmr can go to church and see my bros and sisters.*anticipating*
2 weeks of torturous life. however, will really be at a lost if exams are over. as a student, dont study, do what? yeah. slacking around. limits. nvr ever slack too much eh, ltr become addicted. wahaha. there isnt quite a subject to talk abt. but still,
LETS CELEBRATE THE CLOSING OF PRELIMS!

2006-09-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

I cried out to you and You hear my cries.
O Lord, you gave me shelter for you never forsake me.
For you are always there in times of trouble.
You are the one who sustains me when i was so fragile.
so fragile that could be broken in anytime
but You gave me protection.
You protect me from the evil one.
You comfort me with your words when i was at the weakest point,
who could be better than you, O Lord?
who could be more faithful than you, O Lord?

i'm so proud, proud to be your child, O Lord.

2006-08-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

there are only 2 words in my mind right now: EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED
yeah. mock tests everyday. all kinds or sch papers and o lvl papers. i guessed i wont be updating until prelims is over. very busy with all kinds of stuffs. and i wont be enjoying my one week hols. shucks. it will be over soon, yeah. very fast. easy. :D
for olvl kids: we can do it, because we are superteens. WORK HARD, fuhuanites! we're so near to our Als!

2006-08-11T16:56:00.000+08:00

short and sweet.

i think i flunked my eng orals.

don't ask me abt it.

=X

2006-08-09T15:56:00.000+08:00

pics for view ing entertainment!

2006-08-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

reflection on the lake house movie; this is gonna be long. =D

okay. overall, the movie is quite nice. highly recommended for ppl who like romance movies. but, the middle part is too long. not much of a climax until the ending. and the ending was super unpredictable. wanna know? go watch.
the plot of the story starts abt a lakehouse, for which it is so OBVIOUS, i know. yeah. some hidden messages inside the movie. like is it worth it to wait for a person that you wont meet forever or even telling you to give up? let's talk abt frens, instead of those BGR stuffs. the movie says it is worth it for love. LOVE. didnt say much abt friendship. haha. but think abt it, does the person first appreciate? if he or she doesnt, don waste your time. stop posting letters. give up on it.
likewise, when a person loses something, one will jus focus on the thing that one lost. from another point of view, we still got lots of 'better quality' stuffs around us. for example, i lost a great fren recently but, i found greater gifts from God. i realised that there are still true frens around you. i found my leader, i found dexter and wanzi who didnt give me up at all. even rongjie. maybe this is a time that God says, stop focusing on tt person anymore, spend more time on the others. i dunno. it is His will.
for we're not the characters in the lake house, we're in the reality. we'll nvr know the future. but fortunately, we know the past. the past should provide you with more life skills instead of pulling you from moving on.
conclusion, move on, go on with your decision, it will be fine.
i can do it because the Lord sustains me.

2006-08-06T13:43:00.000+08:00

i didnt know what happen in church.
it comes and goes so suddenly.
and i don want to know it anymore.

okok. ltr ppl say my entry very short. yeah. very busy these few days. prelim revision and so on. many things happened this month. there're too many to count. too much. but luckily, there are frens who are always there for me. =D that' s smth to be glad about. the complaint matter seems to come to an end. someone is still pondering over it, if i'm not wrong. waste time for doing tt. she should know whats best for her.
yeah. and i wanna thanks dex for listening to my complaints. haha. thanks lots. and to my leader as well. claps claps. also wan zi! haha. lame.
sian. gotta return to my bio revision.
take care guys.

TIDBITS 4 TODAY :no dream is ever too small nor no dream is ever too big.

2006-07-28T17:29:00.000+08:00

I AM AWFULLY EXHAUSTED.

DON TRY ME.

2006-07-27T15:36:00.000+08:00

current hot topic in our class: MATHS HOMEWORK and someone. fyi, someone is our biology teacher. as so, i would be calling her MDM someone. =p okay, here goes the story.

it's a pattern that 4a's students will take out their maths hmk when teachers are talking abt something tt is not related to either the subject or anything related to the o' level syllabus. not because we have lots of maths hmk or even so, we choose to do it because the teacher isnt really teaching at all. we did her homework but she doesnt mark. ask her qn, immediate reply is ask your fren. and jus because we did maths hmk during her lesson jus tt one time. she made a mountain out of a molehill. teachers kept repeating what was mentioned during the meeting. isnt the issues mentioned during the meeting confidential? why do teachers announce to classes?
i'm blessed to have resposible teachers, fortunately, most of them are. but could the someone check on herself before commenting on the others?

2006-07-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

was talking on the phone with celestine and joy to discuss abt the hotel thing.
then..
minute later..
mum shouted," AJC's letter!"
rushed to her.
open the letter.
and..
i GOT it!!! yay!!

2006-07-18T14:40:00.000+08:00

i'm trying to tolerate. trying to feel normal. but it doesnt seems normal at all. yawn. docs, where are you?
oh well, enough of my complaints. kena scolded by someone today. no laughing in class. yeah. cause jh to get scolded too. haha. psps.

haha. let you see some great changes in rj. ready?
Before

After

haha. his sec 1 photo is so funny. wahaha. and he's so proud of it. DUH!
gastric shucks!

2006-07-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness.
because of the hmk, the tests.
and obviously myself.

it returns.

can someone pls save me?

2006-07-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

okay...
i promised i'll write more abt the others. so i'm going to do it now. since i'm free! yay!

CELESTINE
haha. i'm sort of her maths tutor, kay? haha. she's also my tutor. and we will be like tutoring each other on the phone. but she very nice de lor cos she teach me with patience.. unlike me, haha, speak so fast. in the end, no one understands. haha. i regard her as one of my besties, but i dunno if she regard me one as well. XD

er.. i like no one to comment liao.. next time then the talk abt more. and rj, i'll nvr forget you owe me a dish of your japanese curry. =D

ok. went to the AJC's interview the day before. i dunno if it's a success or not. let you ppl decide. the interview was at 0315. i took 157 to my house and took a taxi there. and i waited, waited and waited. cos the principal was having a meeting. i'm the first. principal started to ask some FAQ. why choose DSA? why AJC? after that, ask me my passion. then i answered blah blah blah. then she asked me my best subject. i started saying maths, i like maths.and appallingly, she wanted me to convince her to like maths and want me to explain why maths is such a beautiful subject. what the? how should i ans? ltr, she asked, what if you score 6 or 7 points in your o'level, will you regret entering AJC?

oh well, interview was quite a shucks. hope my appilcation is accepted. or i'll have no chance to dream of slacking anymore.

2006-07-09T18:29:00.000+08:00

it's only 9th of July. jus 7 days from my previous update.
not too long eh? haha. ok lah. dex, ceo, VA and apf went to collect the class tees. i didnt go cos i have another appointment. heard the tees weren't nice as expected. =/

life is still as boring as ever. i read dex's entry so i decided to do the similar. copy from you, dex. i'm a COPYCAT! BLEAH~

JIAHONG
one of my besties lor. haha. in class always crap with me. then we will always be discussing abt the teachers. haha. there are so many craps to talk abt. we'll forever be talking during lessons except when we'll chionging math.. =D and he also provides one of my necessities; the tissue GUY! yay!

DEXTER
he's another crapper. knew him quite well since the start of 2006. always suan me like hell. slaps! but he also very nice lah. send me songs de. my "nicest" brother. erps. and i'm nice as well to listen to his complains! mwahahaha.

RONGJIE
my ceo. he so.. LAME. and laugh so loud lor. i also dunno why he is my ceo. said wanna treat me his japanese curry. but like don have leh. cheaterbug! haha. we both have the illness of 'dunno why we were not chosen for the NJC THING' totally LOST!

CHEEYAE
haha. my CCC member! always kena suan by me! and her lame cold jokes are always so funny. like real. haha. jk.

AND STILL GOT LOTS MORE LAH. I NEXT ENTRY THEN DESCRIBE.

STAY TUNED!

2006-07-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE! miss me? ah har! i know you guys missed me. yeah. don deny. okay, enough of my craps and BHB. haha.

well, well, well..
aches came back again. which directly means i have to go to toilet a FEW times more.(it's not a few times more, get it?) and. HDB, pls build a toilet in every room for ppl like me. i'll be glad and vote for PAP in the future. =D and i'll describe the pain as excruciating to show tt i learn good vocabs from mrs b. hehe.

and i'm totally in a state of blur-ness these few days.
i get bruises all over my body which i dunno why i get it.( maybe i sleepwalk, =/)
i dropped a can on my foot which really hurts.
i dropped a 50-dollar note which belongs to my dad.
(i jus got a scolding from him, so pls don remind me of tt)

the worst of all is. my blog is tagboard-less. and i'm so lazy to do the code. ERPS.

2006-06-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!"

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED!
i am not complaining, but #!$!@#. haha. joking.
Favourites
favourite colour: seriously BLACK
favourite food: i love uncle malcolm's rojak.
favourite song: wah. currently, you never let go, life is a highway, good is good, fine line, lots more.
favourite movie: currently, perfect man, 13 going on 30, lotr
favourite sport: i love badminton, believe it or not
favourite day of the week: fri, wah, it's such a short day in sch!
favourite season: rainy day, best for sleeping
favourite ice-cream: haggen-daz would be good enough, =p

Currents
current mood: woke up from a nap, like a zombie, no mood
current taste: hoping to taste some 'no signboard' crabs
current clothes: white pooh tee and green shorts
current desktop: NEC lappy
current toenail: very nicely UNdecorated, what are you expecting? LOL
current time: 1825
current surroundings: 4 walled room
current thoughts: i want to finish my project asap so that i can do my SEQ and kinematics

First
first best friend: er.... i forgot his name. XD
first crush: in pri sch if i'm not wrong.
first movie: duh, CINDEREALLA
first lie: kindergarten 2
first music: TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STARS, erps

Lasts
last cigarette: i dont smoke
last drink: plain water
last car ride: dad's fetch me to sch everyday
last crush: DON have
last CD played: i don play cd, i used iPOD

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: no
have you ever broken the law: nah, don intend to
have you ever been arrested: i didnt break the law
have you ever skinny-dipped: absoutely not lah, siao
have you ever been on tv: i don think so
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: no

5 things you are wearing: specs, tee, shorts
4 things you done today: eat, manage to survive in sch, sleep and i'm still so tired
3 things you can hear right now: radio
1 thing you do when you are bored: wahahah, play comp!
5 peeps to tag : ltr, ltr then sabo

2006-06-26T18:55:00.000+08:00

oh boy oh boy, sch started today. quite an unstressed day as supposed. yay! haha. mrs tai is our 2nd form shockingly.. erps.. was walking like a zombie when i woke up from my nap. tired. i only managed to sleep at 230 after turning for 1 and the half hour and even listening the ernest wong's disc doesnt make me sleep. -.-'' what the.

oh well, tees will be ready next week if you wan to know as ppl keep asking and i'm not even sure of the ans. so PLS don ask again.

let's see what i've done for the hols.

watched herbie fully loaded
watched the perfect man
watched spongebob squarepants movie which is totally not like a movie
went to sentosa with class mates.
went for the radical conference
manage to finish my work
did some revision
settle the class tee thingy but haven't collected the tees
did another 2 blood tests which cause my arm to have bruises, what the?!?!
went for the check-up alone ( hey, this is a great achievment kay?)
my maple character has leveled up by 3 levels with my bro's help

wah, see? i so guai. haha. okay. enough of craps. back to studying.
bye!

2006-06-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

*faints*
the class tee thingy is finally over. wah. do can faint. all thanks to rong jie niang niang. suddenly sms-ed, can help me do or not? DIAO. *SLAPS* haha. well, had english compre workshop ytd. the workshop is quite fun lah. with all the stupid jokes by mrs benjamin. haha. after the workshop, rj, dex, celest, joy and i planned to go to queensway shopping centre to settle the class tee thingy.del, jw and yp also came along with us. then we realised we don have the logo and names! erps. haha. shu jing rushed out the logo and names in the end. the logo is mr lee saying 4 apa. above the name has a barcode which is supposed to locate on the sleeve. while the back is a pac man maze, understand?

ok. after completin all the designs. we went to turf city to have lunch. which is so far can. have to walk a long way in and the sun is SHINING so BRIGHTLY. it's HOT! all of us are sweating like nobody's business. had mac which is dex's workplace. haha. we got free chicken fantastic for each meal we bought. cool huh? ok. it's already 3 something and we haven't reach queensway. haha.

reached queensway. went to the top level to search for the shops tt provide imprinting service. the first shop we went was so busy. then we went to another at the same floor. the auntie is so~~~ well, asked her an estimation, she asked us wan how much, we told her budget abt 12 dollars. then she said cannot. we said 13, 14. she replied" cannot". in the end, we still didnt get an estimation. pissed off, we went off. found at least several shops to argue the price out. but seems like the shopkeepers are out to earn as much as possible when the shirts can be cheaper. so realistic. one even quote the price 28 dollars. siao.

in the end, we went to the auntie's shop again. after much haggling of price, dex managed to get a price of 16 bucks per shirt. haha. must thank dex wor. he sure knows how to jian jia. and the best thing is we managed to get our names on the shirt to be embroided instead of printed with no additional price. and we still got the barcode. haha. dex pro right? yeah, he is. haha. we cant find any polo tee that is brown or pink. so we end up having 2 different colours. guys will get the navy blue polo tee while girls will get the orange polo tee. the pac man maze is lime green in colour. logo is while. barcode is white. while guy's name is embroided in grey and gal's is black.

if there is any unsatisfaction, pls don blame us. we already tried our best to make everyone happy with the designs and choice of colours. and we already put in a lot of effort liao. have to sincerely thanks those who went to queensway with us. esp joy, celest and dex. they contributed a lot! haha. THANKS!

and pearl wanted me to remind the ppl who didnt bring money ytd to bring the money. and those who paid, pls kindly pay another $1.40. thank you. =D

2006-06-11T12:58:00.000+08:00

Giving up is never never an option.

went to ruxiang's wake ytd. the atmosphere was in one of the dejections. no jokes, no smiles. everyone brought a heavy heart there. don wish to emphasise more. i jus know she is in good hands of the Lord, that's enough for me to know.

i'm sorry for what has happened ytd in church. i don wanna act that way. but i'm honestly tired of acting happy. but i'm still smiling, :D kay, i'm somehow mad as you may suggest. i wished i were mad. so i wont keep thinking. i wont.

read quite a number of books recently. tuesday with morrie, a million little pieces, my friend leonard so on and so on. i learned things abt life from each book. i make sure i do, or don call me to read that book. =p yeah. God jus kept on reminding me of one thing in every book i read. 2 words : HOLD ON.

cos God doesnt lie. humans lie but God dont. humans change, humans disappoint each other, but God doesnt. relationships goes sour, friends change, but God's is always there. He's waiting but some lost souls doesnt realise.

i once asked a fren if she wanna go to church. she immediately answered,"i'm a freethinker!" at that time, i didnt reply cos i dont know what to say. now i know, God does exist. however, luck doesnt exist. rmb once you didnt study for your test, but you scored better than the others? rmb once you were almost run down by a car when you jaywalked? all these small little things arent controlled by you nor luck. it's God's work and plan. He is so great. He even help those who doesnt believe He actually exist.

What can i say more, O Lord?

2006-06-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

i'm STUCK at home. my mum. ERTS. can someone SAVE me out? yawn, life is BORING. and tiring. *yells*

2006-06-05T18:18:00.000+08:00

pics for viewing entertainment. some are really humourous!

2006-06-04T16:57:00.000+08:00

AHHH!!!! here to update. HOLD ON. God just told me to Hold on. He's cool. God never fails to answer some of my questions. i needa Hold on. cos God is there. cos my frens are there. and i LOVE them!! don ever give up. jus Hold on, nth will go wrong.

2006-05-31T00:15:00.000+08:00

i started to feel that life is really fragile. things happen. ru xiang is once again admitted into the hospital, my uncle is still in coma, in the ICU, still in critical condition. he fell from 2 stories high, he didnt wear his safety helmet. the back of his brain is damaged, seriously damaged. i visited him today, the feeling was indescribable. his body is withered, face was gaunt. a portion of his hair was shaved for surgery purposes. the last time i saw him was chinese new year. he was like his usual self; joking and chattering. who would have thought that a healthy person would turn out like this in just a second? don forget. God has a wonderful plan for everyone. it's a pity that he's a non-christian. but God created everyone, so He help everyone. well, continue from above. my uncle doesnt look the same anymore. he looked differently. i noticed, a person with sickness or injuries does not suffer by one's self. family members and frens suffer along the recovery and battle route. my auntie, my uncle's wife, i could see, she is exhausted. her eyes were puffy. she stays by his side from 8 am to the end of the visitation hours. who could do that except the closed ones around us? i wonder.
but whatever it is, i trust in the Lord. i pray hard that God will sustain ruxiang's and my uncle's life, i trust Him.

2006-05-19T19:06:00.000+08:00

everyone in 4a was like so shocked when we received the bio paper. let me emphasised, it was SHOCKED. luckily, we got a machine to mark our MCQs, or our dear markers will penalise us for just minor mistakes. based on the description i made, my bio results wasnt up to expectation. bad. and. i made sure i made a HUGE post abt the map reading answers in the geog paper.the marker was so "dunno- what - to - say". her answers' key states that the diff between blah and blah is rural/plantations and urban/infrastructure. yes, i got all the key words right, i wrote while to link the 2 diff and i was marked down. it was AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in the end, i still don understand why i got that wrong and felt tt my paper was marked so unreasonably. my humans jus went down the drain as usual.and it boils me up whenever i were reminded of my geog paper. my eng is usually cant make it. well, i'm supposed to update abt the happy trip out with my frens. but i cant find my card reader. so gonna update someday after. went to the hospital ytd for another check-up. missed 2 periods of physics. after the check-up, went to great world city to watched MI3. nice movie. incredibly exciting. haha. yeah. nth to say le, take care guys..

2006-05-15T12:17:00.000+08:00

to play along with yuying, yea, make her happy.. haha..
well, he have to be presentable, nice, treat others nice as well, always be there.. that's all. i'm a simple person with the simplest wishes. like real. haha.. post-exam period isnt nice at all. worried abt this and that as usual. dont wish to talk much abt that.
insignificant.
i just feel like talking abt this topic. just had the inspiration last night.
i'm sure most of us received sms-es from frens saying "i'll always be there for you" or maybe "i'm blessed to found you". you tend to smile when you received the sms-es of course. honestly, are we always there for our frens? or the sms-es and greeting we sent are jus a form of telling the person, " hey, you are my fren!". sometimes, we find ourselves so deep in our work, finding ourselves forever busy and do not have the time to have a real chat or maybe a heart-to-heart talk to our frens or maybe family. God gave everyone 24hours but it doesnt seems enough. where has our time gone to? studies? work? love? and when frens met difficulties in their life, are we really there? ask yourself.
that's the reason why we need God.

2006-05-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

my blog is really deserted. oh well, examinations in process. yeah. and that's the main reason for not updating these few weeks. well, there's really not much happenings during this critical period of school. haha. cos everyday study and mug, got what happenings? haha. ok lah. let's talk abt the papers then. ms tan's a maths paper is really a killer paper. haha. i even had to borrow fingers to count the marks deducted for the paper. haha. ok. today's physics paper is alright. only the MCQs quite difficult. and some tricky qns in section b. but all was well. chem paper isnt very difficult. my jaws were wide when the setter actually asked abt the "air pollutants" definition. until that day, i didnt know that definitions are important is chemistry. haha. e maths paper 1 isn't quite diff too, but paper 2 somehow quite diff. some thinking qns. still left with another major paper ; biology. pray that my brain is big enough to store the plentiful information. lol. ok. there's nth to blog anymore. all the best for the exams, guys!

2006-04-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

TONNES and piles of homework sia... mid year exam is reaching.. and teachers are still giving TESTS.. what the.. raf is the worst.. give 9 chaps for the test.. win liao.. like a sudden atomic bomb dropping.. ok.. lets be positive.. maybe there are less chaps to cover during the exam period.. funny. my mum called me 3 times.. first is asked me what to buy. second is asked me what i want. third is scold me for being so called 'guo fen' that i didnt go with me dad to do groceries shopping. well, i was doing my work.. i didnt go not because i was lazy. nvm. i'm used to it. :D haha. let her scold, make her happy then fine with me.. ok.. nth to update anymore.. take care guys!

2006-04-05T16:04:00.000+08:00

okok.. i'm here to update!! haha.. was really busy with all those tests and doctor's visit.. haha.. then didnt really update these few days.. i LOVE my 16th birthday.. lots of surprises.. really.. it's LOTS..haha. ok.. i'll talk abt tt now.. went to church on sat.. then we had ice breaking and p and w as usual.. until we were told to go to the playground.. then had a birthday celebration.. and the archers gave me a SUPER huge card.. wah.. touched.. then also had a box of tidbits. thanks lots.. received early presents also.. gospel cd from rebecca, munchung. priscilla and wanzi.had keychains from wz. COFFIN from zhiyu.. thanks ar.. really happy when i received the presents.. then on 4th of april.. yay!! my birthday.. so happy.. thanks for those who sent me sms greetings which includes joy, pohsin, cheeyae, wanting, huishan,gui zhen, jaslyn, poh ying, munchung, nina, melissa, joanna, zhiyu, jasmine, huizhuang, anna, victor and lots more.. haha.. sorry if i left out your name.. wanna thanked vivian, pearl, clarice, zh and jiahui for the shirt too.. haha.. after my lessons end, went home and had a bath.. then went to polyclinic.. i got such a HUGE surprise and shock from kenni and rebecca lah.. haha.. they were there waiting, giving me a surprise.. thanks for the cake and plushie.. haha.. really had great surprises on 4th april.. love the ARCHERS!!
p.s gui zhen and jaslyn ar, my name is still ZIYI.. haha.. not J**** ..

2006-03-30T19:29:00.000+08:00

here to inform everybody.. i'm ALRIGHT now!! thanks guys.. for your 'take care' sms-es and tags and also some encouraging words.. yeah.. the route to recovery is less tough with you guys around. LOL. especially on last friday which i had to take laxatives and stuffs.. wont be able to do it with you guys' support. haha. the scopes were quite scary initially. but felt better after praying. the doc carried out the normal procedure. inject the anaethesia. then spray a chemical into my throat to ease the pain as the tube will be going through oesophagus. not long after, i fell asleep. the scopes weren't comfortable. i'm not sure what happen during the 2 scopes. yeah. until i was pushed out of the endoscopy room. i was still half-unconscious. decided to sleep for a while. the nurse called me to wake up. i walked like a drunkard, my mum even commented tt i was weaker than an old man who did the same scopes not long ago.. lol. yeah. you'll be really amazed with the photos taken during the scopes. i wonder how the tube get into my body. lol.

wanna thank these ppl specially:

MS TAN: for asking my condition every now and then, she was also the first person to ask abt the scopes' results. thanks for her encouragement too. :D

WANZI: she's the greatest person i've ever knew. she stayed by my side when i was drinking the super disgusting laxative. i cant imagine how i drink the laxative without her. 3 cheers to her!

JIA HONG: he's a very nice fren.. haha. he's my tissue provider when i go in and out of the toilet. he also asked abt my condition when i was unwell. haha. thanks lots.

GUI ZHEN: wah. i love this sister so much lor. haha. she sent me an encouraging sms everynight when i was sick. was really touched. even though i didnt reply, she cont to send. thanks sister.

CCC: for visiting me after my scopes. was really surprised tt you all came to visit. haha. thanks for the visitation.

ZHI YU: for giving me a call and sending me sms.. lol. thanks for his encouragement. yeah.

NISSI ARCHERS: thanks for archers' prayers. wouldn't have been healed without your prayers. thanks lots. haha.

STILL GOT LOTS OF PEOPLE TO THANK.. SORRY IF I DIDNT STATE YOUR NAME. REALLY WANNA THANK FOR THOSE WHO HELP ME IN A WAY OR ANOTHER. :D

2006-03-24T12:29:00.000+08:00

argh.. gastric havent been better.. it sucks a LOT.. went to sch in the morning.. all was well.. i was fine in the bus.. until i stepped into the sch.. the pain came.. dragged myself to the locker and get the SS textbooks.. went to third level as usual.. had tt super sian look on my face as my stomach really hurts.. then had ms kwa's lesson.. the pain was getting worse.. decided to go to the toilet.. tt doesnt make any diff anyway.. returned to the class.. then went again.. 6 times.. in 2 periods.. decided to go home.. since the pain was unbearable.. went to the doctor AGAIN.. refer me to a specialist.. in gleneagles.. the specialist do what scopes and blood test.. then blah blah blah.. lazy to emphasise too much.. the medical fees is super expensive.. consultation fees cost 100 bucks liao.. yeah.. tmr going for the scopes.. God bless me..

2006-03-19T11:50:00.000+08:00

one word: SUAY. yeah.. very suay somemore. had gastric on fri in the morning. thought was fine cos it wasnt really pain after all. at night, it hurts a lot but nvm as it's like pain for a very short while. didnt really care abt it. yeah. then ytd night, i was doin some chem revision. then do 1 topic after another. until i reach the topic on NITROGEN & FERTILISERS. pain came. i gave up on tt darn nitrogen and went to bathe since i cant do anything when i'm having aches. it was even painful when i was in the toilet. after bathing, then went to lie on the bed. rolling here and there to ease the pain. you just cant imagine it, cos the scence was quite dumb. haha. it was abt 10 when i continue to roll. my dad gave up and asked me if i need to go to the doctor. yes, guys. you guessed it correctly, it's the 3rd time i went to see a doc. ERTS. yeah. diff doctor this time. haha. went to the doctor. then blah blah blah. tell him all the stuffs. he said, "do you wanna have an injection? it will be faster to ease the pain you know?" i were !?!?!?!?! what? INJECTION? siao man. i DON WAN. yeah. but ending up, still have the injection and it really hurts. what more the doc said i only can eat bland stuffs like porridge and soup stuffs. TORTURE. yeah, guys.. pray for me. if 7 days later still don recover, have to go to hospital for dunno what scope. yeah.. PRAY HARD it won't happen.

2006-03-17T14:25:00.000+08:00

“The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares.”

nice quote eh? haha.. i found this when i was looking thru all the friendship quotes.. lol.. nth to do at home mah.. tts why so desperate.. lol..

2006-03-15T12:47:00.000+08:00

wah.. pearl and dexter win liao lor.. i only 2 days nvr update.. say until i like 2 weeks nvr update.. you 2 very free is it? haha.. yeah.. ok.. talk abt the recent happenings.. honestly, haha.. there's nth special to blog abt lah.. yeah.. actually today have chinese tuition.. coincidentally, my teacher's son is sick.. so cancel.. nice.. :D haha.. i'm still stuck at home as usual.. no special events going on during the hols.. so sian.. the hols is SO short can.. SHORTER than the common test week. what the.. yawn.. wanzi is back.. finally got someone to talk to.. or else everyday talk to the wall.. the wall getting sian of me liao.. lol.. lamo.. i know.. trying to chiong the bio hmk.. still haven manage to finish my section b.. i still got one more unit to go.. must chiong man.. or else no time to play liao.. yeah.. short entry.. i think i end here.. shall post some photos since i first time transfer my hp's photos to the comp due to my past laziness..

2006-03-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

i decided to update since there're still some faithful readers of my blog. :) haha.. yeah.. now is 1238. sunday.. so i should be talking abt ytd's happenings which was a SATURDAY. yeah.. saturday.. was allowed to go to church surprisingly.. packed all my stuffs and changed my clothes. met anna on the way to beauty world.. talked to her as usual.. haha.. reached beauty world at 1218. realised that nobody was there. thought i went to the wrong place. yeah. i was too early.. lol.. went to get an ice mountain and a box of halls at shop n save. was really tired. then blah blah blah.. i lazy to make a detailed account of going to church.. lol. jus wanna emphasise that humans should go for significance, not prominence. said by ps daniel.. his preaching didnt bore surprisingly..
significant: Having or likely to have a major effect; important
prominent: Immediately noticeable,Widely known
see the diff? haha.. deeds are significant, but they need not be prominent. cos God will be seeing.. lol.. yeah.. talk abt friday bah.. took our report books.. then need to stay back for sectionals.. had mac for lunch.. and i finished the 36 dy/dx qns on fri.. i'm so proud of myself.. oops.. lol.. madness.. lol.. so sian.. nth to blog lah.. aha

2006-03-04T16:22:00.000+08:00

since i'm so bored.. i guessed i should do some meaningful stuffs such as updating.. 3 cheers.. lol.. yeah.. i'm feeling better guys.. not as worse as before.. yay!! lol. totally mad.. currently stuck at home for no reason.. sianness.. results were making me feel like hell as usual. well, since its over. i got over it.. woah.. this is sure unusual. yeah.. decided to get over it since i can do nth abt it but leave the rest to God. i should heed His advice anyway. just that i didnt do what i am suppose to do.. this week is really cool.. its so an UNSTRESSED week with all those irrelevant tests out. it has really been a long since we have no test in a week. wow.. really hope that this week can last man. lol.. dreaming away again. been doin some extra SEQs and compositions for teachers to mark. due to some reasons, my frens kept saying that i am mad or whatsoever. maybe i am. i jus cant keep myself free the whole day without doing some work. XD i'm mad. thanks.. lol.. was scrutinising dexter's blog for leisure. his blog is sure an entertainment. with photos. haha.. latest news from his blog. our FASTEST walker in class has a love life. erts. it was ?!?!?!?! oops. be kind, pls.. haha.. marsian man scolded our class ytd for doing maths hmk during his so called reading lesson. just because our eng teacher didnt give us reading passages for the week, he gave his SPEECH. erm. that was. BORING! yawn. he was asking as what books we were reading currently and blah blah blah. jh answered him," the book i am currently reading is my bio textbook. the textbook is abt facts. cos got test so i read lor." that leaves the marsian man mouth shut. haha. then the marsian man cont to give his speech AGAIN. everybody was still giggling abt the comments made. the bell finally rang and everybody was packing their bags like nobody's business. and. the marsian man went out. lol.

NEW BLOGSKIN

2006-03-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

wah.. really very long nvr change blogskin le.. i love this skin.. cos its black in colour. mad.. i know i am.. stuck at home now.. yawn..

2006-02-25T09:49:00.000+08:00

as usual, post-exam period was never nice.. i have mistakes in every paper i took.. the cause of it. stomach aches and nervous. or would you say: i'm dumb. well, i admit tt. i was never intelligent. yeah. i received my bio results ytd. wasnt up to my expectations or was it i expecting too much from myself? yeah. the results doesnt look good if you're in my class. luckily, someone told me that CA isnt counted in our prelims. only mid-year exams. 30 percent. but i still have to work hard as well. went to see the doc in polyclinic. i decided not to go to my family clinic as he always tell me the same things,"i think you ate something wrong, hmm, i'll prescribe some carbon pills and painkiller".the waiting time was killing me.. i was there pondering mistakes i made during my exams. how unlucky i was to have stomach aches during exams. 2412. finally, my turn.. diagnosed with low blood pressure and normal stomach cramps. have to drink more water. i was greatly relieved to hear that as my frens kept saying that maybe i got a worm in my stomach or similar cases like ms tan. which is totally -__- haha.. joking. thanks for those who smsed me to ask about my condition. totally fine and healthy. but i'm still having aches now.. better end here. take care guys. health is really important.

2006-02-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

received this mail from wan ting.. share it with you guys..
EVIL is............

Think on These Thoughts

A University professor at a well known institution of higher

learning challenged his students with this question.

"Did God create everything that exists?" A student bravely

replied, "Yes he did!"

"God created everything?" The professor asked."Yes sir, he

certainly did," the student replied.

The professor answered, "If God created everything; then God

created evil.

And, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our

works define who we are, then we can assume God is evil."

The student became quiet and did not answer the professor's

hypothetical definition. The professor, quite pleased with

himself, boasted to the students that he had proven once more

that the Christian faith was a myth.

Another student raised his hand and said, "May I ask you a

question, professor?" "Of course", replied the
professor.

The student stood up and asked, "Professor does cold exist?"

What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you

never been cold?"

The other students snickered at the young man's question.?The

young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to

the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the

absence of heat. Every body or object is susceptible to study

when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a

body or matter have or transmit energy.?

Absolute zero (-460 F) is the total absence of heat; and all

matter becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that

temperature. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to

describe how we feel if we have no
heat."

The student continued, "Professor, does darkness exist?" The

professor responded, "Of course it does." The student replied,

Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does not exist either.

Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study,

but not darkness. In fact, we can use Newton's prism to break

white light into many colors and study
the various wavelengths

of each color. You cannot measure darkness.

A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and

Illuminate it.

How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the

amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term

used by man to describe what happens when there is no light

present."

Finally the young man asked the professor, "Sir, does evil exist?"

Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course, as I have

already said. We see it everyday. It is in the daily examples of

man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and

violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are

nothing else but evil."

To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist, sir, or at

least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of

God. It is just like darkness and
cold, a word that man has

created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil.

Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's

love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is

no heat, or the darkness that comes when there is no light."

The professor sat down.

The young man's name -- Albert Einstein

2006-02-09T16:23:00.000+08:00

wanting sent me this mail.. jus wanna share to you guys..

EVIL is............

Think on These Thoughts

A University professor at a well known institution of higher

learning challenged his students with this question.

"Did God create everything that exists?" A student bravely

replied, "Yes he did!"

"God created everything?" The professor asked."Yes sir, he

certainly did," the student replied.

The professor answered, "If God created everything; then God

created evil.

And, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our

works define who we are, then we can assume God is evil."

The student became quiet and did not answer the professor's

hypothetical definition. The professor, quite pleased with

himself, boasted to the students that he had proven once more

that the Christian faith was a myth.

Another student raised his hand and said, "May I ask you a

question, professor?" "Of course", replied the

professor.

The student stood up and asked, "Professor does cold exist?"

What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you

never been cold?"

The other students snickered at the young man's question.?The

young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to

the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the

absence of heat. Every body or object is susceptible to study

when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a

body or matter have or transmit energy.?

Absolute zero (-460 F) is the total absence of heat; and all

matter becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that

temperature. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to

describe how we feel if we have no

heat."

The student continued, "Professor, does darkness exist?" The

professor responded, "Of course it does." The student replied,

Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does not exist either.

Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study,

but not darkness. In fact, we can use Newton's prism to break

white light into many colors and study

the various wavelengths

of each color. You cannot measure darkness.

A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and

Illuminate it.

How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the

amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term

used by man to describe what happens when there is no light

present."

Finally the young man asked the professor, "Sir, does evil exist?"

Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course, as I have

already said. We see it everyday. It is in the daily examples of

man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and

violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are

nothing else but evil."

To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist, sir, or at

least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of

God. It is just like darkness and

cold, a word that man has

created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil.

Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's

love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is

no heat, or the darkness that comes when there is no light."

The professor sat down.

The young man's name -- Albert Einstein

2006-01-26T17:56:00.000+08:00

haha.. so long never blog le.. ok.. i'm supposed to make a report of the long ago co concert.. it was ... REALLY a GREAT night!! woah!! *claps claps* so happy sia.. haha.. ok.. honestly, the concert was held at a not-so-majestic venue.. oh yeah.. everyone was.. erm.. what the hell is this? why put us in a CC? haha.. but all was WELL.. i meant VERY WELL... yeah.. on the day of performance, got smses of blessings from ppl... like KENNI, CHERLENE, MS TAN.. cool man.. was delighted after readin their smses..THNKS GUYS!! haha.. then went to study my phy for the following mon test as usual.. you know.. i'm kiasu.. =p haha.. i admit tt.. went to meet wanzi at the nearest mac.. had my usual mc chicken.. i'm getting sick of macdonalds.. aww... haha.. went for rehersal after tt.. during our rehersal, *brom brom*, here comes the lightning and followed by the obviously loud thunder.. in short, its RAINING.. haha.. our plan was changed or maybe, getting even ridiculous over the sudden rain.. and jiao told cherlene something which tickles me.. she said, solo pieces, we sit here. sectional pieces, we sit here. we sat at ur places without moving around when we are supposed to.. cos its raining.. haha.. ok.. then our dearest senior came..yay!!. claps claps.. so rare tt she actually remembers.. she brought hair clips and a haversack of cosmetics she owns.. oops.. i'm exaggerating.. lol.. yeah.. she bought mac for us since we're not supposed to move around with the costumes.. p.s public, you know.. very ps.. haha.. then off to make-up.. yeah.. our make up artist: CHERLENE!! claps.. haha.. yeah.. she did a great job.. thank you thank you.. tick tock, tick tock.. mins went by.. the performance is going to start.. everyone was finding the best seat, as near to the stage.. my mum and dad were actually late.. haha.. but nvm.. my hands and legs trembled as each pieces starts.. it was worse than how i felt during my eye.. oh my.. haha.. what i heard was the wrong notes i plucked and play.. finally.. all has ended.. what i heard now was majestic claps.. mr chew was holding a bouquet of flowers which symbolizes the success of the concert.. everyone was relieved and happy tt the concert end successfully.. yes.. it was really successful.. alas, wanna thank ppl for telling me what to do during the concert.. cher, jiao, cheeyae, weishan, shuna.. all my cello mates.. and, for the smses, ms tan, kenni... thanks for the support.. :) and.... CELLO SECTION ROCKS!!!

2006-01-01T13:21:00.000+08:00

first post of 2006.. yeah.. wanna talk abt yesterday's happenings.. as usual.. went to church.. then went to meet wan zi and her sister, wanlin.. took 852 there.. wait really long at the lobby there.. leaders still meeting.. got icebreakers.. and p & w.. sharing by sylvester.. talk abt BGR.. then have to wait for the service.. slacked around.. celebrate jieming's birthday.. ate a piece of cake.. took photos.. haha.. having a great time.. the door was finally open.. everybody rushed in, find a seat.. put their bags down.. and went forward to pray.. after praying.. got worship songs.. first song was high as usual.. sec song sama sama.. then third song was a slow song.. started to feel groggy and sleepy.. feel a little bit breathless.. took the cup and bread.. wanted to jus tolerate to the end of the holy communion.. suddenly found the talk so long.. could't stand it anymore.. the outer circle or maybe the circumference of my sight getting darker.. cant see anything.. my arms were on jaslyn's shoulder.. informed her tt i dont feel well.. asked if i could sit.. but i jus cant hear what she said.. her voice was getting softer and softer.. my ears were blocked.. i wanted to sit down with my legs cross.. but suddenly i feel so weak.. i jus squat and drop , lying against the stage.. i thought i fainted, but wanzi told me tt my eyes were still open when i lying against the stage.. it means what i saw was jus darkness and nth else.. jaslyn helped me to a chair.. breaking out in a cold sweat.. my face was wet.. everybody started to surround me, asking what happened? after that, hui jin helped me to the toilet to wash my face.. i felt like dropping dead, lying on the floor.. wan ping came into the toilet, and jaslyn, hui jin, rebecca and wanping started to pray for me.. i felt much better after their prayers.. i went into the sanctuary again. to take a rest.. hui jin helped me out again, to have a quiet rest.. pastor daniel came forward, and asked me questions.. like how frequent does this happen? do you have any medication? trying to keep my eyes open as i was answering his questions.. pastor daniel and wan ping started to pray me.. hui jin came to accompany me.. kept on talking to me.. i wanted to rush home.. teck soon fetched me home.. had gastric.. went home and stuffed a herb bun into my mouth.. and took sweets.. after a hour of lying down and rest.. felt so much better.. and still went for countdown.. and i'm fine now!! yay!! ok.. mad.. think i gotta end.. anyway, wanna thank wanping, ps daniel, hui jin for their prayers.. also jaslyn and rebecca..

2005-12-30T19:55:00.000+08:00

interestin qns here.. ans them if you can..

1)how do you know when your invisible ink run out?

2)when you try to fail, but you succeed, what do you do?

3) why do someone pay money to go up and look at buildings and sceneries, and using a binoculars, when they can see from below?

2005-12-30T17:47:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my oh my.. whats the date today? its 30/12! haha.. sch will be reopening soon.. in days.. count down.. haha.. 2005 ending soon too.. 2005 was quite an eventful year.. haha.. first time study so many subjects.. shock.. first time actually fail my maths test.. first time mugged until so siao.. first time taught my tt ganesh.. first time squeeze into the top 5 position.. first time join syf.. and also.. i accepted christ.. i went to COSBT.. i knew lots of great brothers and sisters.. PRAISE the LORD! there're numerous ups and downs in 2005.. cried a lot of times.. but also, going mad many more times.. haha.. great frens i had.. CCC! jiahong, chee yae, poh sin, joy, joanna, huizhuang, and felicia.. sharing lots of study tips together.. teach each other maths.. do project together.. marking each other papers.. had a great time.. love ya loads, frens.. haha.. not forgetting, my godsis.. wan zi.. yeah.. knew tt she had great improvement in her academic results.. great! shes my soulmate.. tell you all, next time got any probs, can find her.. shes a great 'consoler'.. haha.. yeah.. bored also can find her.. shes really a great sister in christ.. zhiyu.. my great fren.. another great 'consoler'.. although he use great vocab, hes really nice.. he wont leak out any of your secrets.. he'll always make you smile at the end of the day! :D kenni, super nice leader.. he can be strict at times.. but he can really joke and fool around with you.. especially online.. can suan you until you nothing to say.. and you can suan him back!! tts the greatest thing.. haha.. rebecca, shes a really really great sister.. she can even deny tt shes busy when yuo ask her a question.. she will immediately give you a thorough explaination.. if you still don understand, she'll call you! don worry.. she make sure tt you understand, or you wont get to sleep.. kenni and her always pull me up when i got spiritual attacks.. always them! haha.. arent they great? the funny thing is, when ppl asked, "hey, how you get to know her de? on the street lor!" haha.. knew her from the street.. jaslyn.. same thing happened.. knew her from the street with rebecca.. she always take care of us when we're in church.. asking us, you all hungry or not? wan to go mac to take away? haha.. also fool around with her in church, during the free time.. thanks lots.. told you guys, arent 2005 eventful and great? get to know more about GOD and Jesus.. yeah.. thank God! not only this, i came across this cool sentence in a movie, starring andy lau.. saying "its unfortunate that life cannot be restarted, its fortunate tt life need not restart" come on guys, don waste any of your time.. make every second of your life meaningful.. life is a journey, not a cycle.. once over, it will never return...
i think i've written long enough eh? ok.. finish readin liao right? TAG!!! no free reading hor!!

2005-12-26T15:05:00.000+08:00

yawn.. i'm so lazy to update.. but i'm still here to update.. yoohoo! k. i'm practically mad.. christmas jus over.. but life's still cool here..
SATURDAY
so nice.. my mum allow me to go church.. quite unexpected.. still can stay until 6 something.. thank God.. went to west mall at 12.. went to do some last min shopping and wrapping.. bought my mum's present.. didnt wrap at all.. lol.. went to burger king to have my early lunch.. jus don understand what happen to my appetite.. actually was quite hungry.. then suddenly don feel like eating when i saw the food.. ironic.. have to visit the doc.. kidding.. then met wanzi.. went to church together.. had combined cell.. this time around is real fun and cool.. had ice breaking.. playing all sorts of game.. fun.. yeah.. then had p and w.. p and w so high.. jumping and clapping while singing praises.. after the cell.. had a long break.. ppl giving out presents.. slacking here and there.. playing and fooling around.. haha.. had cocktail service.. then saw lots of ppl.. and my pri sch fren.. woo.. crystal.. haha.. then suddenly nature's call.. went to the cafe's toilet.. its locked.. oh my.. went to the sec floor's toilet.. didnt even see the sign on the door.. went into the gents.. didnt even realised.. until when i opened the door.. saw the gent's toilet bowl.. i was like.. eh? gal's toilet got these de meh? haha.. went outside.. saw the sign.. its was the GENTS.. ahh!!! everyone was looking at me lah.. so embarrassed.. dunno where to hide my face.. rushed into the ladies.. returned to the 1st floor and chat.. act like nth happen.. haha.. then had christmas bash.. emcees are quite humourous lah.. then gtg le.. went home.. do nth.. had pizza for christmas.. tts all..
SUNDAY
slack at home.. dad brought me out to buy hp for my mum.. then chose nokia 6101.. it may not be nice to some.. but its so classic.. nice to me.. haha.. then do the setting up.. played comp games with my cousins..went out to buy dinner.. tts my day.. and i finished my homework!!! yeah.. can do revision liao..

2005-12-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

so sorry.. so long never update.. sick.. argh.. from mon.. yeah.. starting from monday.. came back from malaysia on sun.. then mon woke up.. sorethroat.. bought 2 packets of strepsils.. i was so blur tt i thought i took a 10 dollar note from my coin bank.. end up bringing a purple note.. 2 dollar.. end up with 20 cents.. have to borrow money from fren to have lunch.. suay.. tues.. sectional started at 8.. i reached at 820.. cant wake up.. took an umbrella out.. walked like an elderly... making my steps slowly.. weak.. felt better when i reached sch.. but after an hour.. stomachache.. hell.. worse.. wanted to have lunch there.. end up mr lee fetching me home.. haha... then at night.. kena fever, cough, flu... slept every hour i could.. camp on wed.. wanted to go.. but cant.. sian diao.. haha.. mum brought me to polyclinic on thurs... but went too late.. closed le.. then have to return home.. mum went out.. i went to take a nap... slept till 2.. watch mtv.. went to the doc at 430.. he said tt i caught a cold.. went back.. slept.. ok.. stop sleeping.. then fri.. ok le.. yay!!

2005-11-25T17:59:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!! ok.. i mean back to God's side.. haha.. yeah.. maybe i'm thinking too much these days.. think of a solution or idea.. which is so called NOT a SOLUTION at all.. i admit.. it's a dumb excuse of running away.. feeling great now after regaining my FAITH.. woah.. ok.. have to thank lots of people.. rebecca, wan zi and kenni.. thanks for your great help..
lets talk abt my life now.. gathered with my pri 6 frens.. on wed.. everyone was responsible for bringing diff types of food.. for me, i toast the chicken wings.. haha.. with my mum's help of course.. well, i didnt do anything lah.. except pinching some of the wings.. then we agreed to meet at bb interchange... jing ni and ying wen was the last to reach.. not me.. took 173 to jas' house.. have to walk quite far to reach her house.. suddenly, i felt water drippin on my legs.. common sense told me to check my bag.. so surprisingly, my waterbottle cap came off.. and my bag was like a temporary fishtank.. with lots of water inside.. and my bible was wet.. suay.. poured the water out.. and dry it.. we gathered in the function room which jas booked.. and jus started eating.. while eating.. played games like handiplast, secret no.. the punishment was so ... disgusting.. and some could still say," hey, the vinegar with the oolong cha, quite nice!" and others would reply," i wanna try! i wanna try!" haha.then punsihment was not even a punishment anymore.. its a reward to them.. after the lunch, we sat down, play police and thief.. think so.. got use hands de, use eyes de.. jing ni suggested playing those erm.. what ar? whatever.. i dunno the name.. something like dancing.. with 2 bamboo poles.. but no pole dancing.. haha.. tt one was fun.. we ate dinner after the dancing.. play concentration.. haha.. the first one was easier.. jus have to call out the names.. but later changed.. difficulty increased! use fruits name to substitute each of our name.. mine was longan.. and everyone was like calling out longan, so unfair.. especially the apple woman.. then still got chinese version de wor.. crappings.. ate the snacks which chee yae and wanfong bought.. then took photos..
heres 2:

2005-11-23T00:50:00.000+08:00

cool cool cool.. haha.. was so surprised tt kenni's lecturer can excuse him.. haha.. God is too real and too GOOD.. haha.. yeah.. must have faith in Him.. "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible" so cool.. pray harder.. tmr can meet all my pri sch mates.. yay!! cant wait for the gathering.. wooo... ok.. i'm practically mad lah.. fine.. haha.. performance at singapore conference hall today.. got a lot of people.. varieties.. kids, middle aged.. hmm.. but cant find a single teenager except for those ex-co members.. i admit.. i am so super lazy lah.. play one piece only.. choose the easiest one.. ate 3 pieces of bread in the morning.. ms yau so super good lah.. bought the bread for us.. i bought bread from the coffeeshop to fill my stomach up first.. then got bread with hotdog.. and also ate one cheese with hotdog bread.. quite nice.. since i was so hungry.. performance was quite a successful one.. fool around with wanzi as usual.. she today stomach ache.. must be nvr drink enough water.. yeah.. gtg.. late.. haha.. blog some other days..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible"

2005-11-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

oh.. today was quite fun lah.. but maybe too many ppl.. hardly have any communication.. play games.. then praise and worship.. woo.. tt was.. hmm.. shh.. don say.. later ppl kill me.. jk.. but something happen.. yeah.. then got thanksgiving.. so have to give and exchange presents.. i got whole box of yupiS... wahahaha.. if someone wants it, get them from me.. i got too much le.. haha.. have to pray for those going for mission trip.. yeah.. pray tt God will ensure their safety, don let come to any harm.. and do work for God.. focus on Him, for He is the only way.. shall not elaborate too much.. so tired.. short entry.. psps.. i too lazy..

to jiao: sry if you're offended.. i told you.. all my fault lah.. k? don continue arguing.. all these comes to no end.. what for? right? so here i am.. to admit tt its all my fault.. stop quarrelling le..

2005-11-12T17:13:00.000+08:00

sometimes

we find ourselves real lucky

to born in a family

tt affords new books

new shoes

new uniform

with great frens

with fellow bros and sisters to care for us

even when in the darkness

they provided the light

the torch

in our lives

for our parents

yes

they're not perfect

disallowin us to accept christ

but realise how much they love

they provide

they care

i got only one conclusion

thank God for all that

he gave me

2005-11-06T10:38:00.000+08:00

haha.. i'm here to update.. in case if someone complains.. haha.. ok.. lets talk abt ytd.. so fun.. i gotta go to 'that place' again.. yay!! eh.. reach there early ytd.. so gotta experience the fun.. didnt miss out anything except the service.. played cat and mouse.. fun way of exercising.. and secret number.. haha.. i didnt kena.. but hui jin kept using the toothpaste on her face to stick it on my arms.. haha.. then went to praise and worship.. as usual.. after that went to pray for other people.. first time pray aloud.. scary though.. haha.. but will get better each time.. i guess.. then went to discipleship.. wee... learnt a lot.. haha.. and we finally gotta to continue the book.. rebecca made us memorise the verse on the spot.. i managed to do that.. but forgot after that.. hmm.. went to mac to take away.. i ate the mc chicken wan zi bought for me.. the mc chicken was really good when i so so so hungry.. oh.. then go sing songs.. must pray for service.. then jump JUMP JUMP! gotta go home at 515.. before my mum suspects again.. sian... went home then go for bbq again.. so bored. there..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: SEEK FORGIVENESS, AND FORGIVE IMMEDIATELY.

2005-10-30T14:00:00.000+08:00

yeah.. bored.. decided to blog.. yeah.. lets talk about ytd.. haha..was it an eventful day? it definitely was.. woke up at 10 am.. then washed up and preparing to go out.. then somehow argue with my mum.. and she allows to me go out.. then went for my cello lesson.. at 11am.. but dunno someone 1130 then reach admirialty.. so.. haha.. jk.. after that, rushed home.. cos mum like to make my life diff.. but she didnt succeed.. cos i still managed to reach there early.. wahahaha.. super fast forward, finished hanging and dryin all the clothes in 15 mins.. *applause* haha.. went out, realised i didnt bring my ezlink card along.. then went up.. carn find my card.. realised that the card was actually in my pocket.. k, i admit.. i am so blur.. lol.. ran to the bus stop.. then saw 852 arrving.. chiong like siao.. was perspiring like after runnig 2.4..... argh.. but i was still grateful that God fulfil my wish.. haha.. went that place.. then was so so so nervous.. done with introduction.. play games.. haha.. coincidentally, rebecca was the praise and worship leader for the week..nth special.. then talk lor.. after that waited for the service.. and got the sing song part.. everyone was jumping like nobody's business.. i didnt intend to jump.. but someone always call me to jump.. then jump lor.. haha.. then went back home.. and gorged myself with tidbits.. cos i didnt had my breakfast and lunch... ahhhhh... haha.. but i didnt finished my dinner either.. lol.. then went for supper.. met my aunt and jac.. thats all for today.. bye..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: WITH HIM, EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

2005-10-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

got back all overall results today.. oh.. they just sucks to the core.. class position drop liao... sadded.. haha.. bio and chinese were below expectations.. esp bio.. stupid kanesh.. marked so strict.. got a pathetic 75.5.. i am not sarcastic here.. but its just not i wan..

EL: 67 B3
Chinese: 79 A1
Bio: 79 A1
Combined Humans: 70 A2
Emaths: 83 A1
Amaths: 87 A1
Chem: 89 A1
Phy: 82 A1

this is the overall results.. you jus carn imagine how i fail my seq and geo section b.. stupid ek.. dunno how she marked de.. marked until so many of us fail.. maybe thats her hobby.. carn blame her..wahaha.. jk.. ok.. hmm.. today the yeah thingy really jus sux.. totally waste of time.. and the rafidah still say fuhua is an embarassment.. cos we don wan to take photo.. we look so dumb.. cos we''re the only and one sch to go on stage and take.. ain't she dumb? ok.. stop my complainings.. lol.. today done nth meaningful again.. erm.. got a maths lesson and phy... ms lee didnt teach today.. wahaha.. ok.. crapping here.. aaaa... looks like i got nth to write eh? k.. shall end here..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: DON LOOK BACK, FOR WHAT IS GONE

2005-10-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

oh... so long never actually blogged.. not surprising of course, yeah.. i'm damn lazy.. lol.. same old words.. exams are finally over... a time for relaxation.. yeah.. one common behaviour of humans.. during exams or people are busily doing their stuffs.. what they hope was a long break and was free from those exams that make them erks.. but when they got their break, they didnt know what to do.. except wasting their time.. watching tv.. playing comp.. do senseless stuffs.. but thats what all humans do, don't we? haha.. ok.. stop my crapping.. the exams was so super tough.. ok.. maybe i'm dumb or whatsoever.. lol.. haha.. went out with CCC immediately after exams.. i mean.. after bio paper.. lol.. went to causeway.. watched corpse bride.. quite a nice touching show.. it was of course hilarious.. lol.. then went to take neoprints.. erm.. then found out that my whole cardholder was lost.. omg.. lol.. went back to the cinema.. and the usher told me to wait until 445 then can go in search.. then some accompany me lor.. thanks to those who accompanied me.. lol.. then found it in the cinema... heng.. lol.. practically, after exams, done nth meaningful, slacking around.. yeah.. thats what i hoped for... hoping that the days would last forever.. gtg.. bye..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: NOTHING IS FOREVER, SAY GOODBYE TO THINGS WHICH YOU CAN'T HOLD ON.

2005-10-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

nice song... recommended...

High by James Blunt

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me

2005-10-12T17:36:00.000+08:00

Longing for the music of freedom
I can't even have a sniff of it
Every minute seems like an hour
None has pleased me.
Making an effort to love it,
but it's still in vain.

the first step is wrong.
forever a mistake...

2005-09-05T12:30:00.000+08:00

oh my.. haha.. k.. it's another time tt i should say... wahaha... so long never blog le.. but here i am.. haha.. k. crapping here... hmm.. ct over liao lah.. or i woulden be blogging and online.. haha.. results still so so lah.. hmm.. tt darn co occupied my holidays.. so damn.. mon, wed, thurs, fri go back... darn it... k.. stop my resentment... haha. went for badminton the last saturday... also went to meet someone... shh.. cannot tell.. haha.. nth much really.. do the NEW LIFE booklet.. for those 'ahem ahem'... haha.. then also went for cello lessons with wan zi... since jiao and joce are not around.. must be enjoying themselves at japan.. god bless them.. and also the rest of CCC members... haha.. hope tt they don return horizontally.. oops.. what did i say? haha.. jk jk... don take so seriously lah.. hmm..
oh ya.. i need to mention abt the eve of teachers' day.. ok.. the concert was quite interesting.. at least i didnt sleep throughout the concert.. tt was encouraging eh? haha.. got ms tan's lesson as for normal.. haha.. chit chatting away throughout her lesson.. tts rare.. haha.. during the captain's ball match.. went to distribute presents we bought for our beloved teachers.. or would i say.. hmm.. ok.. nvm.. crapping again. yeah.. hope the teachers like our presents.. and of course.. treat us better.. tt was our motive.. haha.. jk.. after sch.. went back to my pri sch.. keming pri of course.. haha.. saw my frens there.. yeah! haha.. talk to our pri 5 and 6 teachers.. hmm.. what can teachers say? work hard lor.. don get into bgr relationship.. me? impossible.. haha.. then went to west mall. had lunch with frens.. walk rounds west mall repeatedly.. haha.. tts totally pathetic... we finally had our decision.. we're going to my fren's house.. haha.. in her room.. play play.. still got bolster fight.. played uno.. some played uno attack.. watch tv.. take photos.. saw her class photos.. gossip.. hmm.. aiya.. all the normal stuffs frens always do lor.. had great fun there.. haha.. able to meet my daughter and mama there.. hehe.. gotta end here.. hope its long enough.. k.. god bless..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: DISCOVER YOUR SUPERIOR SIDE. AND FROM THERE, LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF.

2005-08-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

haha.. no one to talk to.. so blog lor.. feeling so damn tired these few days.. ytd went to orchard with jh, joy, cy, and hz.. then watched bewitched lor.. bought birthday present for someone.. haha.. today national day.. but nth special.. only no sch.. so sian sia.. need to go to bugis.. jus to go to the temple and pray.. feeling low these few days.. dunno why so suay.. jus nice there isn't anyone to talk to.. but nvm.. humans have to learn to be strong.. yeah.. strong and independent.. k.. i knpw.. i am talking crap here.. anyone cares abt this deserted blog anyway? haha.. bro these few days like to suan and shoot me sia.. sux sia... feel like giving him a tight slap whenever he opens his big fat mouth.. don talk abt this liao.. haha.. at least there is still a being to talk to me.. tts.. zy!! haha.. i am not talking to myself.. zy is zhiyu.. haha. k.. nth to say liao.. gtg.. take care guys.. and happy national day!!

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: DON EXPECT TOO MUCH FROM YOUR FRENS

2005-07-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

so damn damn long never blog le.. haha.. k.. i am lazy.. i don deny tt statement.. yeah.. this week got many tests.. chem test very diff sia.. hmm.. i "flunk" my phy test.. maybe you all don treat it as flunk.. haha.. but nvm.. i got another try.. yeah... today had sectional practice.. haha.. stress free.. fun though.. went to mac for lunch.. with a so called senior even though he don look like one.. haha.. zhi yu.. then eat lor.. still got do what? play meh? haha.. ok lah.. after eatin a super "huge" meal.. then went back lor.. haha.. in order to have my revenge.. i played something on my way back.. make someone ps.. :p haha.. jk de.. have no intention to do tt.. haha.. hmm.. anyway.. really nth happen lah.. so don expect me to write write.. cos i am lazy.. yeah!!!!!! maybe nobody would even bother abt this deserted blog.. hmm.. anyway, have to thank dexter for sending me songs.. thanks a lot..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: DOUBTING IS FALSE

2005-07-08T17:13:00.000+08:00

mortals are a source of trouble... anger they vent, temper they throw.. scary as though.. yes.. life isnt there for us to manipulate.. experts always said that fate is within our hands.. we can control our life because this is our life.. but no doubt that your life is within a circle tt evolves humans.. so what if you can manipulate life? you cant manipulate another's life.. you cant perpetually predict what others may do behind you back.. trouble and troubles.. hmm.. i do believed that human nature is wonderful and benevolent.. that little devil in our heart just like to do something though.. making us the devils of the world.. you cant predict the world... the happenings in the world.. terrorist attacks? tsunamis? or even SARS? is god punishing beings or just putting beings in a predicament to make them suffer.. how good can humans be? i dont have the courage to predict nor infer what will happen.. i'll just pray for peace and serenity.

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: KINDNESS ARE TO GROW WITH YOUR OWN HANDS

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2005-06-20T18:35:00.000+08:00

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2005-06-07T14:06:00.000+08:00

same.. so long never blog liao.. now damn sian.. so decided to blog.. wahaha.. these days really nth to do sia.. haha.. heng.. got gb.. or die liao.. so fun.. so long never play.. but the renting of avatar so stupid. haha.. but still fun of course.. went out these few days.. yeah.. go to the class bbq.. quite fun though.. but not full enough leh.. haha.. maybe too late went there.. woo.. watch madagascar liao.. so nice.. wahaha.. entertaining and hilarious.. maybe can watch another time.. haha.. only can recall a silly song in the movie... this is how it goes: happy birthday to you! you are born in the zoo! you look like a monkey.... and... YOU SMELL LIKE ONE TOO! funny right? haha.. maybe i am the one who is really lame.. hmm.. today got ss workshop.. quite ok lah.. can learn something.. haha.. also got chem and sectional today... so sian.. mow mr lee training the juniors so i now can use comp in the library.. hmm.. so suay sia.. got nose bleed for 3 consecutive days.. dunno today will got or not... bless me.. haha.. ytd's combine was lame.. i didnt even play a note jus because mr chew talk crap.. calling us to buy those music books.. haha.. 2D outing going to east coast right? haha.. don feel like going so far leh.. hate long dist bus and mrt liao.. i think tts all for today.. maybe blog tml or next week? not sure..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: INDEPENDENCE IS THE ROUTE TO SUCCESS

2005-05-24T15:27:00.000+08:00

decided to blog again since i so sian nowadays.. haha.. after exams, so lazy sia.. don feel like studying or do hmk.. haha.. maybe too tired liao.. excuses.. haha.. went out on saturday.. 10 something woke up liao.. then go brush teeth, changed clothes lor.. then go out liao to bukit batok mrt station to find cy they all.. realised tt jh is going to be late.. so walk to the court first.. play bad with cy first.. haha.. in sch play so enthu.. then play outside, feel so tired sia.. sweat like siao.. stupid sun.. haha.. we wait for 12 pm so can go to the provision shop and buy drinks to refresh ourselves.. then we end up in the play ground.. jh and hz play swings.. while me and cy rest on the bench. lol..finish drinking my coke first.. then me go play swing.. haha... play swing so tired one.. so decided to play see saw with jh.. play like siao.. make my butt so pain.. wahaha.. then decided to play volleyball lor.. then hz returned to her house and get the ball.. too bad, i dunno how to play.. haha.. so hz and me end playing bad again.. haha.. abt 1 something.. we sat downand rest.. and i realised i step onto the STUPID DAMN DOGSHIT!!!!!!!! cursed that dog owner!! argh.. haha.. clean my shoe in the rain.. using the water in the drain.. wahaha.. my sport shoe really stinks sia.. after that went to west mall and have lunch.. after that went to arcade and play.. play 4 rounds of hockey.. dunno why jh so pro.. hit the puck so hard that my elbow can bleed.. haha.. pro sia.. after play car racing with cy lor.. then we went home liao.. abt 5.. went out again. to watch the rjc concert.. when we reached bishan, then bought dinner.. ate the burger within minutes.. suddenly rained liao.. i didnt brought umbrella.. and duno who go say something.. make me wan to walk in the rain instead of using her royal umbrella.. wahaha.. i win again... then walk so long also cannot find cos we walk the wrong way liao.. hahaha.. then sit taxi lor.. run there afterwards.. watch the concert lor.. very sian.. after concert, dad fetch me home.. then mum still haven eat dinner.. then eat again lor.. wahaha.. growing fat liao... anyway, long enough le lah.. first time type so long.. haha.. gtg.. bye~~

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: EXCUSES ARE JUS ONE WAY FOR HUMANS TO PUT THE BLAME ON OTHERS

2005-05-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

really damn long never blog le.. so sian nowadays.. practically nothing to do at all.. only playing comp and xbox at home.. watching tv.. haha.. received results le.. ok lah.. haha.. today ms tan gave us the sec 2 mid year paper to do.. so fast got another test.. she so pro.. haha.. stay back on monday and today.. jus because the damn kanesh was sick on monday.. then today still have to stay back to check the section c.. he mark only a section, have to take such a long time.. always like that.. slow coach.. today also argue with ms lee with the chem paper.. so funny.. jus because we got the -ide for the halogens, mark us wrong.. then don have the dissolved word, whole question wrong.. haha.. the alkaline thing which we argued was successful.. got 1 mark for that.. still got that chiam chiam.. always tell her that shes wrong, she won add marks.. point out all those small errors to prove that the marks she gave you is right.. and you deserved that marks.. haha.. hmm.. no games to play in pc.. so sian.. yeah.. talk abt the combine on monday.. combine on monday was really a lame one.. conductor talk for abt an hour.. then start practice.. practice was only 30 mins.. end the combine le.. so went to mac to eat cos lunch never eat.. because ate during recess le..talk crap there.. haha.. nth to elaborate le..gtg.. bye!!

TIDBITS 4 TODAY:THE TRUST BETWEEN EACH OTHER IS VITAL AND CRITICAL FOR A REAL FRIENDSHIP

2005-04-15T17:27:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. now update lah.. today got sectional practice.. mr lee always keep saying that our intonation are lousy, and wanna give our physics teacher a tight slap because we don know whats the meaning of sound.. siao.. haha.. today practice unitl hand so pain sia.. bio test is quite ok, thanks for all the help from 3D.. or we'll die liao.. thanks!! today a maths test also quite ok lah, going smooth today.. but the social studies test which was on ytd, was quite a rush.. didnt have enough time to finish.. haha.. sure die de.. this week everyday also have tests sia.. scary.. mon have eng.. tuesday dunno got what.. maybe dun have.. wahaha.. wed got chinese.. chinese really damn diff... this one also sure die.. after that dumb chiam become my chinese teacher, my chinese is going down the drain... another dumb teacher.. wahaha.. hmm.. still got 5 days to syf le.. dunno can get gold or not.. mr chew say can.. mr lee say cannot.. say we worse tham boon lay.. so don dream of getting a gold.. haha.. maybe its true.. who knows? hmm.. currently listening to coldplay's god put a smile on my face.. nice.. anyway, gtg..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: THE LORD PUT A SMILE ON EVERYONE'S FACE, IT JUS A CHOICE WHETHER YOU WAN TO ACCEPT THE GIFT FROM THE LORD

2005-04-05T15:47:00.000+08:00

sian.. this monday's combine hasnt been a smooth one.. mr chew reprimanding every now then.. like having menopause.. darn idiot.. hmm.. hasnt got any happenings this week.. jus got some depressed scenes happening in my house.. haha.. don't wan to described them.. then always do those long long TYS maths q lor.. TTL wan us to practice.. then say we do too slow le... wan us to speed up... still got what ar? oh ya.. today pe.. same.. playing games.. captain ball.. then ball hit at someone.. ps wor.. lol.. really sorry.. have 2 tests this week.. physics and biology.. didnt have too much confidence for both tests.. have to practice the tys.. so sian.. jus had lunch with someone jus now.. so bo liao.. actually, don wanna.. cos don have the mood.. do maths during chiam's lesson.. shes like talking to the wall.. nobody tries to listen to her lesson.. either they are busy talking, doin hmk or dreaming.. lol.. gtg.. bye..

TIDBITS 4 TODAY: LETTING GO IS ONE OF THE WAYS TO LESSEN YOUR BURDEN